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Hopelessly Alone

by lesserman

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1.
We're forehead to little forehead, eyes locked in loving embrace, but that's not on my mind You're a strong man The kind that bends metal in his palms You've turned my heart into ash and it's sinking in a way I can only feel in my stomach It's not like you've taken anything from me It's what you've given me What I didn't ask for What I didn't deserve I scrub and scrub until my finger tips sting Nothing is ever clean enough I analyze every possible disaster Waking nightmares and horror shows that take place between blinks Can't close my eyes for fear of what I will see When did this anxiety become a part of me? I never knew why I screamed in pain on the floor Straining every muscle Tense and afraid There is no internal battle There is no dark cloud Just you and me, forehead to forehead, a memory
2.
Stage IV 02:23
You took me in When I felt I had no where else to go You supported me When It seemed like Everyone else couldn't care less Filling with fear Watching you there I couldn't handle it I'll always miss you With all of my heart Please don't let this be real I'm sorry I never told you How much You really meant to me "So long it's been nice to know ya" Even in your Last days you Found it in yourself to comfort us With your Humour You had such a strong heart You always Inspired me To be better than I am You meant the world To all of us Selflessly living Putting others before yourself You were loved By so many You were a light in all our lives Why'd you have to leave us
3.
You set me up To let you down I know you'll never quite be there for me And that's just the way it is I know I'm not the man you hope'd I'd be And I'm not about to change I set you up To let me down I know I've never quite been there for you But it's not all my fault I was just a child, can't you see Living with a broken heart "I can't be held responsible For the things that were done" Well, who do we hold responsible Because I'm not the only one We live in a world full of hurt Where we're too afraid to love each other I can't handle this goddamn feeling anymore How can i expect you to love me When I cant even love myself "Love is not all you need, but it's a decent beginning" "Im so sorry We didn't know the extent of your suffering" All I needed was to feel your love for me Lord free me from this hell within my own mind I've grown tired of fighting Lord please, free me - [ ]

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Vocals: Josh Kuykendall
Guitar: Josh Kuykendall
Bass: Colin Faucher
Drums: Clint Hoekstra

This EP is written about family trauma and abuse.

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released July 20, 2018

Guitars, Bass and Drums recorded by Greg Wright (Hillbilly Wizard Sound)
Vocals recorded by Kelly Wiebe
Mixed and mastered by Greg Wright
Album art by Mattie Cuvilier (Clean Up your Act Productions)

Lyrics for Forehead : Forehead written by Kaidyn Kuykendall
Lyrics for Stage IV and Lost In Dissociation written by Josh Kuykendall
All music written by lesserman

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